My chronic illnesses are making me ill, chronically, once more. Everybody focus their psychic beams at that rat bastard god and together we’ll make that pompous sleazebag regret giving us free will. And psychic beams.
The pain meds kicked in. I could solve any cold case in America. Perhaps a few Canadian ones as well. And everyone wants to bake me a beautiful loaf of sourdough bread. Because I am so healthy and cute.
(grabs you by the shoulders) you have to make room for new experiences in your life. you have to go through the unpleasant work of leaving your comfort zone, even if just for a few minutes at a time. because if you don’t, your brain will trick you into stagnation. you will start to believe that the world can barely fit you in it. but that’s not true. it’s the opposite way around. you can fit the whole word inside of you. your task is only this: to welcome it with open arms
I know it sounds fake but you really do have a lot of silent lovers on this planet who look at you and wish they had your smile or your hair color or your humor or your intellect or your intentions or your heart, your manners, your eyes, your ease, even just you. People who are too shy to tell you what they admire about you or what they wish for you or who they see themselves becoming bc of you & they’re too shy to tell you. even tho it isn’t verbalized, the universe has still heard and the universe has loved you for helping out on its creations. You’re that person. You’re you.
I have, in addition to my roommate (who is my friend), AT LEAST ten friends within easy walking distance. Sometimes we will run into each other at brunch or dinner out. Sometimes we will meet at the bakery for after-work treats. I have run over to borrow a thing I need briefly. So believe me when I tell you: this IS the meaning of life.
A varying assortment of wool and silk and cotton and even some leather, use coupon code
spring2020
for 50% off your full order, worked yesterday when I bought some stuff there; https://metrotextilesnyc.com/
I don’t know a lot about sewing, but I want to make or have my mom make some linen pants & shirts for when I’m watering, because it gets to 105 here and we have mosquitos so I need to be covered. What type of linen do I buy? Also, linen pajama shorts, yes/no?
(I’ve been wearing my renfaire pants which are a linen mix, I think. But the frikking mosquitos that hide in the tomatoes get my arms)
Mood doesn’t specialize in natural fabrics but they do have basically every fabric ever made so
For wools, I cannot recommend Woolsome enough! They’re a bit more expensive then the above links, but they have a spectacular range of colours and weights, as well as diamond pattern and herringbone weaves. They also have a range of linens, though not as extensive.
do you ever have something happen to you and just know that it would’ve had an absolutely devastating impact on your capacity to endure if you’d been in an even 5% worse psychological state
it’s like watching an ice shelf break off a glacier and plummet into the water inches from your little sailing vessel and knowing you were this close to joining it in the frozen depths below. oooooohhh girl.
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